Update 2023-01-09: can't take anymore, need to change pfp now (the workaround of superimposing other stuff on top stopped working)
yes, 1 month instead of "few" months. rather want to be accurate but alas (learning more about saying stuff vs doing the thing). the need to express self via pfp grew and now overpower.
in retrospect, these actions to remember this person, even though a stranger, weren't so insignificant.
tributes can not only be for the person for, but also for the one making it.
time to move on but moving on doesn't necessarily mean you forget. remember experience, learn, life is contrast, be a (good (definition varies)) presence? learn to live with self? try to understand instead of repulsed by your reflection.
don't really have specific advice for this, things happen, people different, hidden reasons
best to be positive (or at least neutral) presence in something, live meaning/purpose, maintain your health
https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/sonder#Noun
2022-12-07:
(would rather do this farewell thing private but didn't have chance to, so gave self chance, even if intended person not read)
bing soy was (still) hesitant too, and like you, in spite of that, leap of faith to express self
seeking connection, especially deeper after being disconnected for so long, no sugarcoat, painful. maybe one day not, maybe never, keep flowing
make most of whatever, no forcing do this, to that, when ready you will
in honor of short but impactful time touching timelines, will play few chess games (not really into chess) and get ass hiney kicked (and so it did) + few months of pfp, won't let you forgotten so easily
door will be left open, may be harder to re-add if name different future
parting gifts:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=INweVPEQHDo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YR4TDBXebWc
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