Sunday, March 15, 2020

S3: "cliff enforcer"

Video link



Very dumb kills involving me jumping off a cliff as a huntsman sniper, then shooting someone hoping that I kill them while I am plummeting to my death.



This kind of thing happens when you are stuck to rot in the same server everytime you play TF2 because you refuse to play in casual which is full of disgusting random crits which kill me inside each time I encounter them because they insult the concept of "counterplay" and "consistency" in every way. You tend to experiment and do dumb stuff when limited to a life of hightower. Maybe in the future I can find a viable vanilla non-crit server, but so far most of them are private scrim servers.

I just want to play casually in a non-crit environment. Random crits in TF2 are an abomination.



Titling style still going strong for the "cliff" series - referencing Clint Eastwood in some way. Referencing The Enforcer, a movie which he starred in.



I have gotten more chronological when it comes to the clip order, but I had to move the pyro clip to the end as a sort of "bonus", since it would be misleading to lead the video with a pyro clip when the rest are just huntsman sniper clips. Chronological focus first, then comes the other choices that need to be made.




Additional video info


Project editing range: 2020/03/02 - 2020/03/03

Video publish date: 2020/03/03




Demo file information


0:00: "01_02_sniper_hm_suicidekill_1800-2500.dem", 2019/04/22 [2]

0:08: "02_03_sniper_hm_suicideshot_1800-2400.dem", 2019/07/06

0:15: "03_04_sniper_hm_suicideheadshotscoutchat_1400-2300.dem", 2019/11/10 [1]

0:27: "04_05_sniper_hm_flamearrosuicide_1900-2500.dem", 2019/11/10 [2]

0:37: "05_06_sniper_hm_epicsuicide360surfheadshot_1000-2500.dem", 2019/11/10 [3]

0:46: "06_sniper_hm_epic720bowalsoarchivelovebs_2500-3500.dem", 2020/01/25

1:03: "07_01_pyro_flare_suicideforpyro_3800-4500.dem", 2019/04/22 [1]




Music used


"Going Alone"

Mother 3

S3: "outlet horticulturist"

Video link



I was reluctant to make a market gardening compilation since I don't really find them to be much technically impressive, compared to what you can do with pyro. Market gardening to me is mostly hoping people happen to be in the right place in the right time, but maybe that's just the long distance ones. It feels satisfying to hit a market garden, but it feels wrong at the same time.



Maybe in the future I'll find a more skillful method do to market gardens and showcase that.



I may have been a little pissed while gathering demos for this since I'm not great at hitting market gardens and because it was more focused on getting market gardens towards the end when I needed more demos to make the video, instead of passively playing TF2.



The title is pretty simple - just got a thesaurus and found synonyms for "market" and "gardener".



Music choice inspired by sketchek's market garden compilation video "cultivation" (unlisted as of writing this blogpost).



I don't really want this channel to be forced to be focused on pyro like sketchek's channel. I'll do whatever videos I want, and if they happen to gravitate toward pyro then that's the way it goes.




Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Video publish date: 2020/03/01




Demo file information


0:00: "01_soldier_mg_bhopgardensniper_2400-3400.dem", 2019/02/19

0:08: "02_soldier_mg_beggaroverloadsnip_700-1400.dem", 2019/04/23

0:13: "03_soldier_mg_overloadluckysnip_0-800.dem", 2019/04/27

0:19: "04_soldier_mg_overloadmgsolly_0-1000.dem", 2019/06/12

0:25: "05_soldier_mg_beggarsnipcorner_300-1100.dem", 2020/01/11

0:32: "06_soldier_mg_snipsimple_1800-2500.dem", 2020/02/21

0:38: "07_soldier_mg_beforedeathchat_1500-2400.dem", 2020/03/01 [1]

0:44: "08_soldier_mg_heavyfollowup_1600-2400.dem", 2020/03/01 [2]

0:51: "09_soldier_mg_snipdead_700-1500.dem", 2020/03/01 [3]




Music used


"EoSD Stage 2 Boss - Cirno's Theme - Beloved Tomboyish Girl"

The Embodiment of Scarlet Devil OST

S3: "遅すぎる"

Video link



A more morbidly themed video. When I recorded this demo, it was like a tragic moment where you were so close to saving a friends life but you just weren't fast enough, traumatizing you and making you regret your decisions.



I might have chosen I less morbid way to express this back then, but I had ideas for the video at the time of editing and had to commit to them instead of being stuck on what could be best for the video.



I made the mood very tragic, going further by making a cinematic in SFM of the medic regretting his slowness, despite him trying his best. Even further, I implied that the medic and soldier was in a relationship, further bringing the point home of the medic "killing" his comrade (or lover) by being too slow.



The sniper could've had a fully charged machina headshot on the soldier for all I know, but I still wanted to make this tragic video thingy. At the time, I was taken back by the absurdity of the situation, and I am exaggerating it in this video. The healing bolt was so close to the soldier but he died before it reached him.



This was a very bold video in terms of creative vision due to the tragicness of the video. Perhaps I have channeled part of my misfortunes into this video to describe some aspects of my life. There is some symbolism in the ending cliff scene but maybe it's best you decide what it means yourself.



I was tempted to use the text chat in-game in the video but it would've taken away from the video. Besides, all the soldier said when they died is "sigh".



I included suicide prevention links in the video description since I feel it's a responsibility to do, even though this video was made in fun by make a hyperbole of a situation in a videogame.

Update 2022-09-02: Shadowbanned comment from ~2022-03-?? (hidden on Bing Soy's screen at least) made to add upon the simple suicide prevention web link, in an attempt to confront the nature of more productive course of suicide prevention


Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Video publish date: 2020/02/29




Demo file information


0:00: "01_medic_wheredidigowrongchat_1000-2300.dem", 2019/04/23




Music used


"Forever Rachel"

Final Fantasy VI

S3: "quickdraw"

Video link



When I first started recording these demos, it reminded me of the quickdraw minigame from Kirby. It reminded me of that since these frags were like duels with quick thinking involved. There was a possibility to draw in that Kirby minigame, but in this case with the frags, both people died which is like a "tie" anyway.



Since I had more creative control by confronting the truth, I had a more stylistic approach to the video, directly inspired by the Kirby minigame. I know game audio is important, but the stylistic vision overrode that and I muted the game audio before the "duels" began. First time using some basic color grading and even black bars on this channel.



I think in the third clip, my iron bomber didn't have any bombs loaded, explaining the crazy wiggling I was doing near the point of firing.



The "outro" was again inspired by the minigame. Since both people died in the "duel" no one really won, so I made a failure screen. There are some easter eggs here but they are extremely hard to get.




Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Video publish date: 2020/02/27


Demo file information


0:00: "01_pyro_flare_quickdrawtradesnip_1500-2300.dem", 2019/02/11 [1]

0:08: "02_demo_quickdrawtrolldierwhatMIC_800-1500.dem", 2019/02/11 [2]

0:16: "03_demo_quickdrawsnip_500-1200.dem", 2019/06/08

0:26: "04_pyro_flare_deathkilldf_700-1400.dem", 2019/12/04

0:36: "05_demoquickdrawafterbonkCHAT_2500-4000.dem", 2020/02/22




Music used


Samurai Kirby

Fail

Kirby: Nightmare in Dream Land OST

"time bombk" [Video @ Team Fortress YTChannel]

Video link


This is where things start to go more my way in terms of creative control. I am taking the time to make custom thumbnails from this video on. I'm raising the bar and getting more creative as that's the only way to stick out from the crowd.

I was messing around with bonk and found about a stupid "strategy" of drinking bonk and getting as close to an enemy, centering your crosshair with the force of nature (highest point blank damage with primary as scout) while holding mouse1 until it expires for an instant shot out of invulnerability. It was later "refined" with a fan of war to add an element of risk and reward to further increase the damage output of the force of nature.

Again, very stupid thing to do as the scout and I decided that I might as well record it and make a video if it. It's one of those dumb things that is so stupid that it's kind of funny. Scout should at least have half a second firing delay since it's stupid that you can recklessly just get into people's faces and shoot them in the face with hitscan right after invulnerability with almost no counter play.


This "strategy" (if you could call it one) was as if I was some sort of time bomb. This reminded me of bomberman. So I went further with the theme of "time bomb" and made some TF2 x JJBA x Bomberman artwork. Yes, I just had to do another JoJo reference. Specifically the "approaching" meme format. Even further, I redrew the linework to make it animated to give the picture some life.

The title "time bombk" is quite obviously from "time bomb" and "bonk". I could've named it "time bonk" but "time bombk" sounded more amusing.

In the 4th clip (excluding the intro), the pyro airblasted me, making me bodyblock the sniper from retreating to base. I even had to review that clip a few times to confirm that since that was a surprising thing.

Seems like I've gone more chronologically focused when it comes to sequencing the clips from this point.

Additional video info


Project editing range: ???
Video publish date: 2020/02/24


Demo file information


Intro

0:00: "01_scout_bonk_intropart1.dem", 2020/02/08 [1]
0:07: "02_scout_bonk_intropart2.dem", 2020/02/08 [2]


Body

0:31: "03_02_scout_bonk_demolastseclolchat_100-1200.dem", 2020/01/16 [1]
0:44: "04_04_scout_bonk_demothanks_200-1300.dem", 2020/01/16 [2]
0:57: "05_05_scout_bonk_snipsnakealertrealize_300-1300.dem", 2020/01/16 [3]
1:09: "06_06_scout_bonk_enpyroabblocksnip_300-1400.dem", 2020/01/16 [4]
1:22: "07_08_scout_bonk_snipdeny_500-2000.dem", 2020/01/16 [5]
1:39:
"08_11_scout_bonk_survivenunsussnip_200-1400.dem", 2020/01/16 [6]
1:48: "09_17_scout_bonk_catchtrolldier_13400-14800.dem", 2020/01/25


Music used


Old Worlds
Ready for Battle
Train Tower

Super Bomberman 5 OST

Saturday, March 14, 2020

S2: "initial morsels"

Video link



This pyro frag video is sort of the initial and less impressive pyro frags I've been saving up.



They are a variety of pyro frags so I have "morsels" in the title, since "scraps" is already taken by sketchek and "leftovers" is taken by Kristianma. I would've probably used "leftovers" but I'm a little late to the party. I can respect Kristianma, so that's more reason for me to not use "leftovers". I guess "morsels" kind of suit me because they are little bits of food - I'm like a chef and I cook up meals in the form of video content. I appreciate Kristianma crediting all music used in his description as that is very honorable (most wouldn't care to provide credits in their videos).



The music chosen was to compliment the carefree, fun and non-seriousness of video, much like the track accomplishes on its own.



Sometimes I do subtle edits in videos just because. Sometimes I'm subtle with chat messages as to not make them the focus of the video.






Blink and you'll miss it



I did make an abridged version of this video for Reddit to share it with the TF2 subreddit and see what would happen. I already shared a TF2 frag video from this channel before so far ("cliff kid"). Strangely, "cliff kid" did better in terms of engagement. I don't want to treat that subreddit like a secondary upload page, so I don't really post videos there often if at all from this channel.

Reddit is a whole 'nother beast so I'll try to gain more intuition before uploading something from this channel again. If I do, the content has to be short, funny or very impressive and keyword here: short.

I don't really like butchering my existing works for the sake of easily digestible and convenient content so I'll probably not upload stuff from here to Reddit. Basically, I just won't recycle stuff from here unless it's so good that your eyes melt, but that's very rare. Also I'm not much of a big Redditor anyway, but in the future, who knows?




Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Video publish date: 2019/11/25


Demo file information


0:00: "01_pyro_flare_airblastintoflarepyro_0-1900.dem", 2019/02/02

0:00: "02_pyro_flare_nicescoutfpairblast_200-1000.dem", 2018/08/23

0:00: "03_pyro_dja_delayedaxedemo_1100-2000.dem", 2018/07/15

0:00: "04_pyro_deflect_calculatedrocketpyrokill_100-1300.dem", 2018/07/15

0:00: "05_pyro_deflect_directreflect_1300-2200.dem", 2018/07/14

0:00: "06_pyro_deflect_quickthrustairshotsolly_600-1300.dem", 2018/12/08

0:00: "07_pyro_deflect_rocketintodemo_400-1300.dem", 2018/07/14

0:00: "08_pyro_deflect_airshotsollyintocrater_800-2400.dem", 2019/02/02

0:00: "09_pyro_dja_quicksniperaxe_500-1400.dem", 2019/02/02

0:00: "10_pyro_deflect_airshotjumpingdemoragequit_900-1800.dem", 2019/01/28

0:00: "11_pyro_deflect_doublesollyrocket_0-1400.dem", 2019/02/06

0:00: "12_pyro_deflect_quicksoldieraxedeflect_1300-2100.dem", 2019/02/11

0:00: "13_pyro_flare_prosollyplaydeflectthenflaresragequit_0-1000.dem", 2019/02/12

0:00: "14_pyro_deflect_nicedeflectintodet_900-1900.dem", 2019/02/13

0:00: "15_soldier_mg_antitrolldierbhop_1200-2200.dem", 2019/02/19




Music used


"Pollyanna (I Believe in You)"

Mother (Earthbound Beginnings)

S2: "cliff eastwood"

Video link



This is a classic example of me going a little crazy and doing very dumb stuff like involving the Hightower cliff for frags.

I collect many types of frags and I had enough of these kind to make this video. More cliff related kills, but this time, it's me who's closer to the cliff compared to "cliff kid". The title "cliff eastwood" is one I was holding off on since the previous cliff video.



The title is pretty simple - just me replacing "Clint" in "Clint Eastwood" with "cliff". Sounds kind of similar. I also found "cliff eastwood" somewhat amusing as it sounds like a bootleg Clint Eastwood. I could've named it "hermit [something]" but since I was distancing myself more from the tribute component of my defunct sketchek tribute plan, and more to the spirit of the videos of making fun videos, I didn't. When I think about it, my tribute plan was kind of going to be a "resurrection" of sorts. Is this irony? It's like my TF2 channel was going to be his resurrection in spirit, but he ended up coming back from the dead anyway. This feels like some ironic slap to the face, but I'm not sure what irony exactly is, just how I don't know what exactly virtue signaling is and whether it's necessarily a bad thing.



In retrospect, I should've made a new TF2 channel instead of converting my gaming channel to my TF2 channel, as it makes everything more complicated.



The whole video editing direction inspired by sketchek's "hermit pyro" video due to similarities in being like a hermit hiding in weird parts of the map. Not sure if he had Joseph Joestar's stand, "Hermit Purple" in mind when making his title, since he did make a JoJo video before, implying that he might read/watch JJBA.



I think sketchek's "deadmeat" video (post apology) also helped push me to credit the music I used my YouTube video descriptions since my "cliff kid" video. In "deadmeat", sketchek crediting music for once, but there's a catch - he only credits music that was commissioned for him. Sure, if he kept on not crediting anyone at all, it would still be bad - but this is worse, since there is a double standard - crediting music that was made for you but not crediting every other music track you used from various videogames. I might include links to the music in addition to my existing credits in my video descriptions for that extra touch.



I think knowing how bad this double standard was, being to person I am, I probably tried what I can do be the polar opposite of the things I don't like. I think it was around "demodaytime" when I started actually making a "music used" playlist linking to every single music track I used for this channel. Please credit stuff, especially if you're using stuff non-maliciously without permission of the original creator of the material. Show them at least a tiny speck of gratitude.



I would like to tell people to do basic things, but sometimes I know I shouldn't say anything because there are people who laugh at you and pick on you for daring to be a voice of reason. This is one reason why I'm just doing stuff no matter what. If the world isn't nice to me then I'll make it better, which makes you more responsible for everything you do.



I always want others to be more responsible than me because it's only right to expect the best out of others. It's better to think like this than to think the worse out of others, even though you may not have the best experiences with other people.



I can't who sketchek really is as a person, but he has the choice to be a better person.

I can't tell him the steps he needs to take because it's his journey, and because most of this knowledge is gained from having sympathy, empathy, gratitude and responsibility, should it be a genuine transformation.



I know that I'm a very closed person but I would yield and make up for a huge mistake like his.



Yes - right - back to video info. The music for this one is more interesting than usual. Since I was being inspired by sketchek's "hermit pyro" video, I wanted to do something similar but with my own twist to it.






Clint Eastwood x Dynablade Area 3 mashup



I made a mashup of "Clint Eastwood" by Gorillaz and "Dynablade Area 3" from the Kirby Super Star OST. I didn't want to use the same track sketchek used, but I wanted a similar vibe.

I was thinking of using "Clint Eastwood" by Gorillaz in some way in the previous cliff video "cliff kid" which I would've originally named "cliff eastwood". I used a Kirby Super Star soundfont, for that authentic Kirby sound. This cover was more special as it was a mashup and I had to find a way to mash the tracks up in a way which worked. I wanted to stay as true as possible to both tracks so there was some difficulty decided what to do when making the mashup. Even more special, I even made extra melodic components on top of the mashup which weren't part of either of the two songs I was mashing up. I wasn't able to be exactly on point with making a perfect mashup of both, so I settled for an alternative, which was the "pretty good" option instead of the "absolute perfection" one. Allowing myself to make a decision like this enabled me to finish the project within a few days instead of weeks (those weeks would be spend putting it off because it would never be good enough).

I worked with what I got and got an acceptable result.



Not sure if it adds more to the video but I like characters similar to Kirby, which steal abilities and make them their own - much like me. You can probably interpret that as me being Kirby and... you probably know where I'm going with this.



What's really weird about this is that I didn't even credit myself in the video description about the music. I know it goes against me for doing that but at the time, I must of had a reason. Maybe I felt it was too much like flexing if I made a track for my own video and credited myself for it.

Maybe I wanted to do the polar opposite of sketchek again since he (as of the time of writing this - 2020/03/13) only credits music made for him and never had credited once, a track he has taken from other media, so I credited every track in my descriptions, except for my own songs.

Looking back, I shouldn't have done that and it was a messed up thing to do to myself (compromising my values of providing credit) to prove some sort of point which no-one would know about.



I know my older videos lack video credits in the description, but I wanted to preserve everything as much as possible. They do technically have the credits now, since the only thing I added to every video is a blogpost like this one containing the credits.



The intro part is quite obviously inspired by "hermit pyro". I did at least do something more different with the quick closeup shots of my TF2 character at the cliff.



Oh, one more thing - the kill at 0:56 wasn't a real kill - it was a dead ringer spy that feigned their death (hmm). I like to make sure everything is legit as possible and I double checked the clip when I heard a faint dead ringer sound. Lo and behold, my suspicions were correct.

I still wanted to include the clip because in theory/in spirit/it fits the idea of the video; it would still add to the video. It kind of sucks that it wasn't a true kill but would it have been a different light class other than spy, it could've been a kill.

I added a little dead ringer graphic when the spy "died" at that part as acknowledgement that I did in fact know that it was a feigned death. The ridiculousness of the situation and video outweighed the problem that is a feigned spy death because it still adds more than it deducts from the video.




Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Music project date range: 2019/11/10 - 2019/11/13 

Video publish date: 2019/11/13




Demo file information


The first three clips from the body were used for the intro.



Intro

0:00: "01_01demo_para_killpyro_700-1400.dem", 2019/05/06

0:04: "02_02soldier_cliff_hermitkillmang_2700-3600.dem", 2019/04/18

0:07: "03_03demo_cliff_scotresscout_10200-10900.dem", 2019/11/10



Body

0:12: "01_01demo_para_killpyro_700-1400.dem", 2019/05/06 [2]

0:19: "02_02soldier_cliff_hermitkillmang_2700-3600.dem", 2019/04/18

0:26: "03_03demo_cliff_scotresscout_10200-10900.dem", 2019/11/10

0:31: "04soldier_cupcakekillundershack_11000-12600.dem", 2018/11/22

0:37: "05soldier_cliff_mangchatbot_1800-2600.dem", 2019/04/29 [2]

0:44: "06demo_para_chatstickyspam_500-1700.dem", 2019/05/06 [1]

0:56: "07soldier_hermit_sollycutlastpt_1800-2600.dem", 2019/07/06

1:02: "08soldier_cliff_suicidesentrydown_600-1900.dem", 2019/04/29 [1]




Music used


""Clint Eastwood" by Gorillaz if it was a bootleg track from Kirby Super Star"

Bing Soy

- This track was inspired by:





Other resources used


Kirby Super Star soundfont

fluidvolt (more credits in link)


YouTube > Team Fortress: "[HtTDM-BC] flicky snappy"

Video link

Perhaps past few videos were me just trying to get videos out because it's better than not uploading at all. Nothing really much skillful in this video. Just some dumb flicks and snappy aiming.

Music choice chosen to reflect the carefree and noob-like vibe of the video, as to not take it too seriously. Music if from the beginning town of Pokémon Ruby/Sapphire/Emerald and I was still making the beginning videos of my channel, so they may not initially be so substantial.

All the demos in this video were in chronological order this time. Maybe this was a little start to a more chronological focus to clips, but the rest of the clips in the remaining season 2 videos are not in chronological order (but the focus is regained again in Season 3).

Additional video info

Project editing range: ???
Video publish date: 2019/11/09

Demo file information

0:00: "01demo_pill_spawnsnipersuperflick_1400-1900.dem", 2018/07/19
0:06: "02pyro_flarefl_scoutclosequickflick_0-800.dem", 2019/02/13
0:13: "03pyro_flarefl_crazyflareflick_2200-2900.dem", 2019/04/02
0:22: "04sniper_hm_dblkillflickarrowchatyikes_600-1600.dem", 2019/05/03
0:36: "05pyro_flarefl_flickscoutmonti_800-1300.dem", 2019/05/07
0:45: "06pyro_flarefl_scrapflickpretaunt_300-1000.dem", 2019/05/14

Music used

"Littleroot Town"
Pokémon Ruby/Sapphire/Emerald OST

S2: "demodaytime"

Video link



Seems like at this point, was getting more and more fed up with the situation I was put in - the empty tribute. I don't think I would've normally made a demoknight compilation, but maybe I was being less strict with sticking to the "mostly pyro frag video thing" sketchek was doing. Sort of like a "screw it, it's demoknight tf2 time". It's not about sketchek anymore - it's about me and you. We're going to have fun, whether you like it or not.



Title choice was originally going to be "demoknighttime" but I would like to make a better demoknight sequel to this, so I went for the counterpart name: "demodaytime".



Music choice pretty self explanatory, it's the daytime theme for Simon's Quest, and it's pretty much permanently daytime at Hightower.



Perhaps with the higher creative control I have from Season 3, I could do some color grading and skybox replacement to make the sequel look like night time. When you're limited to just Hightower because you abhor random crits so much, you gotta get creative. Limitation drives creativity.



By the way, I record all sorts of clips - not just pyro clips. Even though I like pyro and all, I'd rather not be a slave to making pyro only videos.




Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Video publish date: 2019/11/06




Demo file information


0:00: "01demokn_chargespawnkill_2100-3000.dem", 2019/04/12 [3]

0:11: "02demokn_cornercritmelee_1600-2200.dem", 2019/04/12 [1]

0:17: "03demokn_demoknightduelmaths_3300-4400.dem", 2019/02/14

0:34: "04demokn_denytrolldierhpgrabncritkill_3800-4700.dem", 2018/07/22 [2]

0:42: "05demokn_doublekillcharge_0-900.dem", 2018/07/22 [1]

0:51: "06demokn_letscoutruncharge_500-1200.dem", 2019/04/24

1:00: "07demokn_spypurgebodyblockwscout_0-1200.dem", 2019/04/30

1:14: "08demokn_trimpintogarden_500-1400.dem", 2019/04/12 [2]




Music used


The Silence of Daylight

Castlevania II - Simon's Quest (NES) OST

S2, SC: "Caber+Tide Turner cliff jump"

Video link



Sometimes when you get bored (especially being stuck on Hightower), you try to exhaust every single possible thing to do in the game. Ended up messing around with the ullapool caber with the tide turner.




Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Video publish date: 2019/08/27




Demo file information


0:00: [MOST LIKELY DELETED], [DATE UNKNOWN]




Music used


N/A

S2, SC: "Weird and stupid TF2 clips"

Video link



I have privated this video and only recently made it unlisted. Rewatching it, I realize why. It's because there's too much negative stuff for my liking, even if it's a little.



I'll leave it unlisted for now for archival purposes and it will only appear in the full TF2 chronology playlist.



I don't want the people who said terrible things to me to be witchhunted, but they should know what they done was very cruel and I might die at any moment (from random chance that is - don't worry, I'm not going to pull a sketchek) and would rather not have this video privated if that happens.




Additional video info


Video recording clips range: April to May of 2018

Project editing range: ???

Video publish date: 2019/08/23




Demo file information


This were videos captured through OBS; direct screen capture; not demos.




Music used


Beware the Forest's Mushrooms

Super Mario RPG OST

Friday, March 13, 2020

S2: "cliff kid"

Video link



Oh, would you look at that - I started crediting the music I used in the YouTube descriptions from this video onward.



Maybe I wanted to start actually crediting the music I was using, to be more like me and be less like sketchek - who only credits music that was commissioned to him personally (as of 2020/03/13).



I was considering titling the video "cliff eastwood" but if felt that wasn't befitting of this video featuring basic frags of airblasting people off a cliff. I opted for "cliff kid" instead since I was probably planning on more "cliff" videos in the future. The "kid" part of the title was probably from this video being not to substantial and probably inspired by the name "Billy the Kid" since he's a cowboy outlaw and airblasting people off the cliff is pretty evil too. There is also a loose link to Clint Eastwood since Billy the Kid was a cowboy and Clint Eastwood has starred in many cowboy movies. "Clint" and "cliff" are also somewhat similar. The future titles of the cliff series will probably be referencing Clint Eastwood more closely in some variation of the title.



Music was chosen to compliment the cheekiness and chaos that is airblasting people off the Hightower cliff.



Also decided to add in some voice chat dialogue since I wanted to cease the opportunity to be a little more unique than sketchek since he hasn't so far included voice dialogue from another player (as of 2020/03/13).


"You just got Bing Soyed."

-Voncrumb, 2019




Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Video publish date: 2019/07/16


Demo file information


0:00: "1_pyro_env_ninjaairblastpyro_0-1400.dem", 2018/08/19

0:06: "2_pyro_env_ninjademowhatswrongwithyouchat_6500-7700.dem", 2018/09/16

0:12: "3_pyro_env_quickninjaengiepickty_0-900.dem", 2018/09/01

0:21: "4_pyro_env_slapharassintocliff_300-1500.dem", 2019/05/07

0:36: "5_pyro_env_invisairblastmicno_900-2000.dem", 2019/04/24

0:50: "6_pyro_env_sneakyairblastpossiblevid_0-0.dem", 2018/08/03

1:01: "7_pyro_env_suicidecliffbingsoyedmic_900-2000.dem", 2019/04/27




Music used


"Bonus Game"

Super Smash Bros. OST

S2, SC: "Reverse Spawncamping Demo #2"

Video link



The video description sums most of it up. I'll try to add.



I admit that I may have been a little too bitter at the time about the false copyright claim since the false claimant at least showed some good faith removing the claim, but it still a dumb thing to deal with, considering it took 30 days for the copyright claim to be cleared (the max duration required to respond to an appeal). I didn't want to wait that long for a second channel upload, so I changed the music to not trigger the false copyright claim again. It does take away from the video, having to change a part of it because of somebody/somebot else's mistake. You can watch the "original" version here (I didn't want to hide the edited version because it would seem disingenous to do a switcheroo like that to my viewers, no matter how many there currently are).



I only really get a little unsettled when the claim is false. The copyright claim system is still flawed on YouTube regardless, as the claimant always takes 100% of the money, which is very unfair as it doesn't take in account the amount of copyrighted material you used in your video. But, there is at least some way to counter this flawed system by creating own music and claiming your own video yourself. Doing this allows you to split the money with the false claimant instead of ending up with no money at all from all your hard work making your video.



If you're curious, I don't have any ads on any of my videos right now, as I find it a smarter move to enable ads when my channels are more reputable. Even still, I have some ethical standards with ads, so I would only enable them on videos that deserve them, most likely if as much of the content in the video is mine as possible (if I do start putting ads on any of my channels, I'll probably make a post about the criteria). I would like to make this whole YouTube thing a living. as its pretty much the only thing I can do without feeling I'm wasting away when I could be making entertaining videos.



Yep, video info. This was a sequel to the other "Reverse Spawncamping Demo" video I made. For some reason I was still recording these kind of frags or still had some lying around.



Music choice much like it's predecessor, chosen to compliment evil, bad and sad "strategy" I was using.



Seems like I was obligated to make an SFM animation intro for this one as well. I was a bit more creative this time and added a tent with a BBQ grill to fully sell the "reverse camping" thing I was doing. To make it a little more special, I added a little easter egg in the intro:






"You thought I was gone. Think again." - Thanos 2019



I'm not sure if I'll be telling you about every single easter egg I make since it would kind of suck if no-one ever knows, but maybe that's the appeal in them - being rare and caught by the most keenest of viewers.



I guess I'll eat my hat now.




Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Video publish date: 2019/05/05




Demo file information


This were videos captured through OBS; direct screen capture; not demos.




Music used


"Black Omen"

"A Strange Happening"

"World Revolution"

"The Brink of Time"

Chrono Trigger OST

S2, SC: "Poor Scout misses shot against angry Phlog Pyro"

Video link



I kind-of interesting clip but not interesting enough for the main TF2 channel. Description on YouTube pretty much says it all.



Upon further inspection, it's hard to tell if the scout shot at all, since the phlog was so loud with its crits.




Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Video publish date: 2019/05/03




Demo file information


0:00: [MOST LIKELY DELETED], [DATE UNKNOWN]




Music used


N/A

S2: "deforestation α"

Video link



I'm not sure sketchek added voicelines to his videos, but I didn't want to add voicelines to mine, as I didn't want to mimic an in-game thing as it would feel fake to me, even though adding a "Thanks!" voice line would add to the video, I'd rather have the video as real as possible.



I don't know if I have to keep saying "sketchek inspired this", "sketchek inspired that" over an over again because it's pretty obvious at this point. Anyways, the description was inspired by sketchek's "pyrokinesis α" video.



His description :


PKファイアー = PK Fire, but directly it says "PK Faia"



My description:


PKチョップチョップー = PK Chop Chop, but directly it says "PK Choppu Choppu"

"PK Fire" is a real special ability in the Mother series that sketchek used to add further to his whole Earthbound vibe he was going for. "PK Chop Chop" is a made up one by me to not copy and to describe my video, which was emphasised on axtinguisher kills. Axe goes "chop chop". My Japanese abilities are still at their absolute infancy, but I knew enough to recognise that the description contained Katakana, which is commonly used to write foreign words and phrases.



Oh nice, at the time of writing this, I have adjusted my Japanese translated name.

First, it was in Hiragana, when I didn't know that katakana is for foreign (to Japan) names like mine:


びんぐそい - Bingu Soi

Then when I know about the whole Katakana thing, it was:


ビングソイ - Bingu Soi

And now, realizing that "Soy" in my name is derived from soy sauce (I made my name):


ビング大豆 - Bingu Daizu

When I think about it the "Soi" sounding part didn't feel right. I didn't really want it to be "soya" because that doesn't sound like "soy" much (when pronounced with Japanese phonemes - which is why I opted for "soi"). But that doesn't matter now as I have gotten a nicer outcome. "Daizu" feels more right, because the "Soy" was actually derived from "soy sauce", so it has actual non-foreign meaning in Japanese and can even be written in Kanji, which looks cooler.



I would like to learn Japanese, since I already appreciate much of their culture (doesn't mean all of it) and would like to appreciate it more by learning the language. There may have been things stopping my progress learning Japanese before, but now it's on me. I would ideally like to get my life more sorted in the more fundamental areas first before fully committing to non-immediately-essential abilities.



Oh right, back to video information. It seems like I go off in tangents at times. Perhaps learning more about me is a plus side to going through these blogposts, yes?



The music choice was intended as a kind-of reprise from sketchek himself (even though the Fourside theme had a reprise and wasn't one itself). It gives off a vibe that things are back and better than ever; things are better here; welcome to the big world; we are back in action, in a similar way how the Fourside theme accomplishes. Music is a powerful thing.



This video is one of the very few dedicated pyro compilations I have and it takes me longer to make them because Pyro is my favorite class, holding a closer place in my heart (or whatever is left of it) which means I will take longer to make sure they are even more good enough to upload. Pyro clips take a longer time to make because I also have higher standards for the frags themselves. I have deleted so many potential frag demo files since they didn't make the cut. I know some others would be happy to even have made frags like the ones I deleted but I couldn't compromise my own standards.




Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Video publish date: 2019/04/24




Demo file information


0:00: 01_pyro_dd_spyaxeprediction_300-1500.dem, 2019/01/30

0:14: 02_pyro_dd_quickaxespy_0-800.dem, 2018/09/13

0:22: 03_pyro_aba_niceparryandmaybetauntmiss_700-1600.dem, 2019/02/13

0:34: 04_pyro_dja_pyrofinishpuff_1400-2300.dem, 2018/07/14

0:44: 05_pyro_dja_jumpgardentrolldierthenpuff_380-1380.dem, 2019/01/23 [2]

0:51: 06_pyro_dja_sniperchain_300-1200.dem, 2018/07/27

0:57: 07_pyro_dd_quicktrolldierinboxairblast_2300-3500.dem, 2019/01/23 [1]

1:03: 08_pyro_dja_shallowsniper_0-800.dem, 2018/07/31 [1]

1:10: 09_pyro_dja_scoutwhirl_0-1000.dem, 2018/07/31 [3]

1:18: 10_pyro_dja_scoutcavekill_700-1600.dem, 2019/02/19

1:28: 11_pyro_dja_spyincage_600-1500.dem, 2018/07/31 [2]

1:36: 12_pyro_dd_fastheavydblaxebluehat_1500-2700.dem, 2019/02/06




Music used


"The Metropolis of Fourside"

Earthbound OST

S2: "thrust α"

Video link



You
may notice that the dates of the demos are all mixed up. I was still pretty new to taking my TF2 production more seriously and at the time edited in whatever looked the best, not worrying too much about chronological order. Overtime (from S2 to S3), I got more focused on chronological order first, then whatever was best for the video (some exceptions are allowed but chronological comes first).



I think I had a big break from TF2 before I discovered the thermal thruster+new pyro weapons. Maybe 1-2 years? I don't remember exactly when I took my breaks. Maybe I wanted to do this before the more conventional Pyro frags (flares, axtinguisher, etc.) since it was more new and unique to me. Why I took a big break? Maybe a story for another time, along with more TF2 history before all of this...



For the music choice, I went further and made a music cover. I like deadmau5, and I happen to know one of his songs "Cat Thruster" which could fit in with my video, having thrusters an all. Even further, I made it into a Mother 3 cover, since sketchek seems to like using tracks from the Mother series in his videos.






Cat Thruster Mother 3 cover project in FL Studio



The cover wasn't very complicated, as I just had to copy the melody of  "Cat Thruster" and adapt it into a Mother 3 cover with a soundfont, portmanteau and some basic volume automation curves. When I do covers like this, I try to first copy the melody by ear first to add extra experience and familiarity with the track before giving up and finding a midi file to help me. A homage to deadmau5, Mother 3, and begrudgingly, sketchek (since season 2 onward is post sketchek apology).



Of course, naming convention of using Greek letters for numbering videos in a series was inspired by sketchek doing the same, who was inspired by the Mother series which used Greek letters for PSI tiers. I feel ok doing this since I have the entirety of Mother 2 (Earthbound) & 3, and some of 1 (will try to finish it in future).



I'm not sure if I will continue the same kind of naming conventions as sketchek in the future as I would like to be more my thing, but saying that, I have kind of inherited his characteristics; his abilities. Perhaps this is my stand ability - to take other's abilities and make them my own.



Hopefully I didn't inherit his bad parts. I may have put that in a more joking manner but I do worry about me somehow becoming a horrible criminal or doing horrible things since there are bad people in the world who exist. I see it as a "if someone can do it, so can I" sort of thing - good or bad. It is foolish to ignorantly thing that you are incapable of such horrors 'coz nek minnit, you're head of an international crime syndicate, complete with human trafficking and drug trade (half joking).



Looking at how I communicate, it seems like I try to soften the blow with jokes when I'm trying to be real because when I'm being real, it tends to be too much, especially those oblivious/don't care about the world outside their one (I don't mean this in an insulting way, it's just how it is).



I know that I could probably structure the demo info below in a more neat fashion, but I don't have the brainpower to do it now. I'm focused on getting all these blogposts done for closure, so I can move on to bigger and better projects.



Note that the info below is for archival/historical/informational purposes. Just because I took a short time/long time making things, doesn't automatically make it more valuable/better. The end product is what you should judge in the end, and the process is just something nice to reflect upon, seeing the process and all.




Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Music project date range: 2019/04/06 - 2019/04/06

Video publish date: 2019/03/29




Demo file information


Numbers will appear next to dates if there are demos recorded on the same day:

YYYY/MM/DD [1]

YYYY/MM/DD [2]



0:00: 1_pyro_thrust_intotripleaxe_0-1600.dem, 2018/08/04

0:17: 2_pyro_thrust_heavykillpuff_200-1100.dem, 2018/07/22

0:25: 3_pyro_thrust_escapepyroaxetrolldierpuff_200-1200.dem, 2019/12/28

0:34: 4_pyro_thrust_quicksneakaxesniper_1300-2100.dem, 2019/02/08

0:41: 5_pyro_thrust_comebackbackburnpyro_0-1200.dem, 2019/02/12 [1]

0:50: 6_pyro_thrust_doublestomponekill_0-1300.dem, 2019/02/12 [2]

0:58: 7_pyro_thrust_predictionthrustscout_0-800.dem, 2019/02/18

1:04: 8_pyro_thrust_snipthrustblastintoaxecropend_1400-2200.dem, 2019/02/19

1:11: 9_pyro_thrust_axesnipertofalldamage_1200-2300.dem, 2019/01/01




Music used


"Cat Thruster" by deadmau5 but it's a cover using Mother 3 Instruments

Cover by Bing Soy

Original by deadmau5




Other resources used


Mother 3 Soundfont

fluidvolt (more credits in link)

S2: "火忍者"

Video link



You may notice that the dates on the demos will flucuate quite a bit. Demos may be several months/years old or might even be recent. I've been sitting on my demos so I could be able to meet or exceed the standards sketchek put in place, so I could properly carry the "torch". Since there was no more "torch" to carry, there were some concessions I was willing to make to get my videos out regardless. Even if it meant not putting out as impressive as sketchek himself, even though I still have a mindset of constant improvement and not doing the exact thing over & over without evolving.



I learned a bit about using HLAE, in conjunction with Lawena
for recording the demos. I had a little experience with Lawena at that
point and as of now (as I'm writing this), I'm more experienced with a
more streamlined workflow (though it can always be improved). Lawena
allows you to record high-quality video & audio straight from the
game and HLAE allows you to record different angles of the footage.
Warning: HLAE is technically a hack, so it should only be used for
making movies as you will probably get banned if you have HLAE on while
joining a server.



This video was my first time including a new camera angle (separate from the player) with footage. sketchek already had some shots of his videos featuring different camera angles. I couldn't be content with not learning how to do that. I went even further and edited in the other camera angle in a way sketchek hasn't done before, to be more original and creative. Doing that really added to the video since you know that I was stalking that scout.



The titling, description and music were inspired by sketchek's videos "repeat offender" and "宅配" (translates to delivery). I used "Plant Sneaking Theme" from MGS2 since it's the go to sneaking theme for anything and it fit with the video, since I was kind of sneaking around, being unseen by the scout, finally delivering a killing blow from behind, and then I killbind. sketchek influenced me to killbind a lot when I do an interesting frag since he does it sometimes. I kind of took it as a way to show that you don't take the game really seriously and its all in good fun.



Also I think this quote from sketchek's video "謝罪" (apology) also helped inspire the description.


"...I can no longer bear the weight of my sins, which is why I've decided to come out with the truth, and apologize for lying."

- sketchek, 謝罪, 2019

Yeah.



My video categories in general are inspired by sketchek in general, but in season 3, I decided to categorize my videos properly.



When I think about it, it's kind of weird that I feel like I'm not good friend material or fit out to have friends considering the thing sketchek did. I keep feeling like I always have to prove myself, despite everything else other people do, better or worse. Maybe it's still just me trying to not become the things that have hurt me and me wanting to protect the world from adding yet another bad apple in the bunch (I don't want to become yet another typical ignorant and selfish human that cares about nothing but themselves/their friends who antagonize anyone outside their circle).




Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Video publish date: 2019/03/29


Demo file information


0:00: pyro_dd_sneakattackscoutfollowpossiblevid_300-1600.dem, 2018/12/19




Music used


"Plant Sneaking Theme"

Metal Gear Solid 2 Soundtrack

S2, SC: "TF2 Demo JPEG vs TGA Comparison"

Video link



I accidentally typed "S2" in the blog title and just realized that this should be in seasons, not chapters, since chapters are more for books, and seasons are more for TV shows. Good thing I caught that. Will be updating "CH" (chapter) to "S" (season).



Writing these posts are kind of making me more insane than I usually am. I have been sacrificing sleep and have been playing less games. I've been watching more videos and livestreams on my second monitor so I can keep working on the blogs to fulfill some social/entertainment needs. I know that I really should talk to people on Discord, but I shut it off so I can finish these posts because I care about what people think and I tend to ruminate over what people think of me. Often times, keeping quiet seems like the best option.



Oh right, back to some info on the video.



The description back on YouTube pretty much sums it up. JPEG was the no brainer here - high quality, lower file size. Just some more honing of my TF2 video production process. I made a preset effect here for all my future TF2 videos to come - a basic sharpen and curve adjustment, with an emphasis on keeping the visuals as true to the game as possible. Although that was in mind then, I might be experimenting with more adventurous color grading in the future, to expand my creative control in my videos (may be prevalent in season 3, since I'm writing these posts in season 3).




Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Video publish date: 2019/03/27




Demo file information


0:00: [MOST LIKELY DELETED], [DATE UNKNOWN]




Music used


"Nuclear Mission Jam"

Half Life OST

Thursday, March 12, 2020

S2, SC: "TF2 Demo Bitrate Export Comparison: 16/60/150/300 mbps"

Video link



Oh, nice. I already did get technical in the video description on YouTube. Seems like I wasn't afraid to get technical in my own second channel.



This was my testing video for my "walls" video where I compared export settings (bitrates and such).

To sum it up, I ended up using the highest settings, exporting at 1440p, since YouTube uses a better compression codec for 1440p videos. My videos are originally 1080p, but I have upscale them to meet the criteria.



There is another way to get the better codec and its by being a bigger YouTuber (more video views) and then your videos get that better codec by default (probably for serverload priority reasons). Even still, 1440p still makes 1080p look as close to its original possible and I would like to upgrade to real 1440p with a 1440p monitor to further increase the quality of my videos.



I was wondering why my videos were looking so compressed when I uploaded them, so I dug around, experimented, then found a solution. I couldn't settle for less when it comes to video quality, especially for this channel - especially for this empty tribute.



I know this "tribute" is not completely empty, since I was doing it partially for people who liked sketchek's style of video and me, but the main component of the tribute was because of sketchek not being around anymore.



Somehow, this was uploaded after "walls". It probably came down to uploading the smaller file first so I can get the video out quicker, then uploading the test video (this one) next. Note that the videos I upload are basically uncompressed, beefed up as much as they can, to preserve the most quality. This is the standard of quality I have.



At the time and still now, I'm trying to get my standards to a level where I can more steadily pump out content, while still having it high. I'm not sure if I can really lower it, but I'm going to try doing stuff despite what people could think about it. I know you shouldn't really care about what people say when it comes to bad things, but wouldn't that make you like the bad people who don't care about what people say at all? Feels like a double bind. Feels like I've been put in double binds in many aspects of my life, tearing me apart from the inside.




Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Video publish date: 2019/03/26




Demo file information


0:00: demo_pyro_wallhacks_700-2900, 2019/02/06




Music used


"Lucky's Room"

Mother 3 OST



"You Won!"

Mother 3 OST

S2: "walls"

Video link



My first "real" TF2 video for "Bing Soy TF2". Up until the point of this upload, where was vigorous experimenting to get the exact look and feel of a sketchek video. I will get more into the technical details with the following blogposts.



Just a simple clip of someone accusing me of "walls" (which I can only assume means "wall hacks") due to that person (playing spy) finding me suspicious for killing them seemingly randomly when they were invisible. A "walls" in chat followed and I just went to spawn because that's where I happened to end up. Lightning struck twice, as when I was aiming to ignite the sniper, I happened to ignite the same spy again. Since that happened, I was definitely going to use this clip in some way. If I am playing paranoid/safe with Pyro, I will randomly flame around in short bursts.

And no - I wasn't using wallhacks. I don't ever use any hacks for any multiplayer games that have real people who can be affected by them. It is quite petty.



I first had to just some videos out there and this clips was interesting enough to put on the channel. By this point, I am starting to accumulate more and more demos, slowly evolving my workflow over time.



The ending was inspired by the end of this video by sketchek (even though this whole plan to make a TF2 tribute channel was inspired by him anyway). He used the boss victory track from Mother 3 for the last frag in the video. I didn't want to use the exact same and my video wasn't really impressive in terms of frags, so I opted for just the normal victory theme from Mother 3.




Additional video info


Project editing range: ???

Video publish date: 2019/03/24




Demo file information


Layout for this will be:

[timestamp]: [demo filename], [date of demo creation]



0:00: demo_pyro_wallhacks_700-2900, 2019/02/06




Music used


"Lucky's Room"

Mother 3 OST



"You Won!"

Mother 3 OST

S2: "Joseph's Bizarre Hamburger"

Video link



I always knew about the existence of "JoJo reference" memes but I never really bothered on them. When it came to making my second "Bing Soy TF2" video, it would have to be a JoJo reference/video.



I got into JJBA because this video. I am dedicated to my work. So dedicated to embody a JoJo reference, I watched at least all of seasons 1 & 2. At the time of making the video, I think JJBA was up to season 3, at around episode 26 (over halfway done season).



Note that I watched the dubbed version, as I usually prefer the original language of a film, even if I don't understand it. Also, note that the original Japanese releases were way before English releases, so the release dates will be a little weird. I'm not exactly sure if I caught up exactly to the lastest released epiosde of JJBA, but I know it didn't take me too long to catch up completely to the latest one.



Yes, I binged the hell out of the show just so I can properly do a JoJo reference. This is the dedication I have. It's a good thing I ended up liking the show, because I was going to watch it no matter what anyway to make my video.



I didn't own Dishonored and I didn't want to use the same game sketchek used for his JoJo video. He took advantage of the time stop ability in the game - among with others - to draw parallels and do a JoJo reference. I have watched the video before, but with the newfound knowledge of the JoJo's on my side, I now know it was a Stardust Crusaders (JJBA S2) reference.



So, I was going to do a JJBA S2 reference. I was thinking about doing it with Faceless Void's Chronophere ability (stops time in a bubble, much like Dio's "The World" stand) in Dota 2 as I happen to play Dota 2 and know my way around it. I lacked the hardware to get a clean recording of Dota 2, as the only option to record it is live with OBS. At the time, I was using a low-spec computer. So I turned to animation. SFM, to be precise. With animation, the final product can be rendered out instead of being a live recording of gameplay for a film (I think the word for this is "machinima").



SFM kind of limits its lighting options and ambient occlusion options for low-end hardware, but fortunately, I could somewhat counteract it with color correction and grading, since the render could come out washed out. As of writing this blogpost, I have a better PC and can use SFM to its fullest extent without hardware limitations (I still need to become a better animator though).






SFM Animation project window



At the time I didn't know there was a SFM script on the workshop for rigging biped models other than the TF2 models, so animating was made harder and more discouraging than it had to me. Good thing there was minimal animation needed otherwise I would have probably put it off.



sketchek used music/sfx from the 1998 JJBA arcade game (most likely the PS1 port). To me more precise he used Jotaro and Dio's voice lines/sfx. I used mostly the same audio he used, but in a more coherent way since he edited in a way that made him look like he was being both Jotaro and Dio.

This animation isn't really much in terms to high creativity but it's something nonetheless. If I do make a JoJo animation in the future, I would like it to be much more creative.



I may not be able to salvage all of the video information from most of my videos non-demo related as most early projects have been deleted.

 


Additional video info


Footage recording date: N/A

Animation project date range: 2019/03/15 - 2019/03/18

Project editing range: 2019/03/19 - 2019/03/21

Video publish date: 2019/03/21




Music used


"Jotaro Theme"

JoJo's Bizarre Adventure (1998 video game) OST




SFX used


"Jotaro/Star Platinum Voices/Sound Effects Jojo PS1 Game"

JoJo's Bizarre Adventure (1998 video game)



"DIO Voices/Sound Effects Jojo PS1 Game"

JoJo's Bizarre Adventure (1998 video game)



"Joseph Joestar "Oh No" and "Oh My God" Compilation"

JJBA S2

S2: "stahp tower"

Video link


When sketchek's apology hit, I kicked in high gear to do what I set out to do. I was going to mimic his first few videos - at least the first three: a YTPMV, a JoJo reference and finally, a TF2 video.


I didn't want to use the same 一本満足バー (Ippon Manzoku Bar) commercial sketchek used for his YTPMV. JonTron might have been the first one to pop up for a candidate to be made into a YTPMV.

Remembering would be easier if I would have done this whole documentation thing earlier, but oh well. I somehow decided on using the clips where he gets uncomfortable from a Goosebumps TV episode he's watching gets a little creepy. The one where he goes "no" a lot.


It also kind of fit with the whole thing I was doing - the footage and the music choice (Kirby Boss Tower theme). I'm kind of like a boss that's coming to unleash something upon the world, for better or worse.



YTPMV audio part of project in FL Studio



I found that making the YTPMV in my video editor (HitFilm) to be too tedious and more convoluted, also not preserving the quality of the audio of JonTron's voice when being pitched using pitch effects. Naturally, since I owned FL Studio, I used that. Not sure if I had previous knowledge of people going into their DAW and making the YTPMV audio then going back in their video editor to sync everything back up to the video but it was my first time making a YTPMV. I would like to post some screenshots of the video project files, but sadly most of them are deleted now to give way for the new ones and as to not cling on to old bulky project files forever.


I'm sure the experience I had doing something kind of close to a YTPMV (without the need to sync back to the original audio) helped. My edits channel is a whole 'nother beast I hope to revive in the future. This video helped teach me how exactly the pro YTPMV'ers do it. If I ever need to make another YTPMV in the future, it will be slightly easier for me.


Left: sketchek's "manzoku shoot" | Right: Bing Soy TF2's "stahp tower"


sketchek's video was in 480p whereas mine was in 720p. Not making fun of quality, just an interesting note... to take note of. I was prioritizing video quality over copying the exact video quality he had, but everything else was very closely mimicked. For example, I took it further by mimicking the layout of the video, as seen above.


Dates below will now be recorded in the following format: YYYY/MM/DD 

 

Additional video info

Footage recording date: N/A
Music project date range: 2019/03/07 - 2019/03/11
Project editing start: ???
Video publish date: 2019/03/11


Videos used

"JonTron - STAHP"

Clip by JonTron Bits, originally from "Goosebumps: PART 2 - JonTron" by JonTron


Music used

"Inside the Boss Tower"

Kirby: Nightmare in Dream Land OST

who is sketchek?

Who was sketchek?

There was a TF2 YouTuber pyro main named sketchek who uploaded primarily combo-pyro frag videos on YouTube. I was inspired by, then wasn't, moved on. Some people got confused and had rather believed I was him, instead of someone else doing something similar.

Who was sketchek to you?

Before apology (< 2019-02-07)

First discovered sketchek through YouTuber Muselk's video "SEWER SURFING! The Cursed Tunnels Of 2Fort" (originally uploaded 2016-04-11). Frag movies with unconventional kills with retro videogame music? Was nice.

Eventually he watched sketchek's entire channel many times over. At that point, the last upload was 2015-09-15 – the channel had been inactive for a while. Dug deeper and watched sketchek's deleted/unlisted videos. In the hidden video "psa" (uploaded sometime at or before in 2015), learnt that sketchek may have a terminal illness. Since Bing Soy knew how much people like to lie or take advantage of others or be cruel, there was doubt, but he tried to take it at surface value.

Bing Soy liked his videos and trying crazy things with pyro more and wanted to made videos like him, like a tribute to him and those who watched his videos. He appreciate the simpler editing, not too flashy compared to a more typical frag video with loud electronic music with too much editing. Was nice videos to watch and distract from hard times like how I played videogames to help with the bad times.

Practiced a lot in tr_walkway and nocrit Hightower deathmatch servers (Valve casual has crits, no). Life experiences helped push me further towards risking dumb deaths for glorious frags, what's the point if you play safe all the time?

After apology (2019-02-07 – present)

Several years of silence, invited speculation. The date is now 2019-02-07.
An apology video came out., titled "謝罪", meaning "apology" in Japanese. But why obfuscate the title for a majority English-speaking audience for seemly a serious subject? Why disable the comments to every video in your channel? Why add thematic background music?

This video follows up on his hidden video where claimed having terminal illness, (implying possible death).

"You might say I was "mentally ill", because I thought it would be fun to convince a lot of people that care about me that I would fuckin' die..."
Is having "mental illness" supposed to lessen this? Intentional ignorance of using that as an excuse or little understanding or experience with mental health? It's hard to tell, better to leave than to speculate false things and make videos on it.

The last 5 seconds sums up the apology:

"Thanks for listening, and I look forward to seeing a bunch of e-celebs virtue signal over this."

Now why would he say that? Would he really be surprised people are going to call faking a terminal illness to quit youtube bad? Maybe an attempt to polarize his image as some sort of smokescreen to move elsewhere.

I wasn't as shocked or surprised as I could have been when he released that video. How the apology went would matter more than the act. Only then, the disappointment flooded in.

Had enough of this emotional toying. It's not good to be exposed to things like this too much or worry about things too much outside of your family. It will make you more bitter and distrustful.

From that point forward, I stopped watching his videos and now see all creators with more suspicion. This will likely happen again, not that it should. All this left a bad taste and I can no longer enjoy his videos as I once had. Fine if you enjoy his videos.

Empty tribute

Ticked off, my plan to tribute his videos took a dark turn, but was expedited. It would be for the community and for me. I have been preparing for it, even before the "apology".

Relatively close after the "apology", I kicked into high gear making similarly themed videos to his starting videos, I refuse to let my plans die, was one of the good things I was looking to.

Bit of a "theme" for me imitating things, I enjoy characters like Kirby and Rubick from DotA. I knew people were going to eventually draw a parallel, but I imagined a more "sweet" version instead of me never wanting to be mistaken for him.

Tribute to better days, become more, elmaxo video?

Over time, I got better at TF2 (arguable) and editing, iterating and making my own "voice" through video. Now, especially after audience boost from elmaxo's video, I attempt to make it on YouTube with the help of generous donators to support my channel. Elmaxo video interesting case, mixed feelings on it, but at least in end not so bad, though some principles clashed with it regarding the ethics. Confusing, sweet, conflicting, feeling more exposed; less invisible (good or bad).

Was comparatively more closed at the time, less faith in talking to people, but I wanted to so I attempted to do so without words as they failed me or I failed them. The "ARG" bit I of course didn't like, none of my intent. Internet may not always be to your liking, even if your last resort for connection but you can block and not engage with certain people who give you trouble. Likely becomes more complicated if more public figure.

The "mix-up"

There was a short time where some people had the theory that I was him or linked to that "ARG" he made.

I can get behind "ARG"s more on a less harmful/fun side like Inscryption where I felt a slight connection with the lonely wizard character, which may not of helped my case with the "ARG" stuff which came after that elmaxo video but I don't regret having intent to make a connection. Don't want reclusive/less "normal" people to be used for "ARG" fuel/bait. I don't consent to this.

It even grew to a point where a TF2 youtuber Htwo made a video on this. Easy clicks? Genuine theory? Misunderstanding? In the end resolved-ish. Don't know what right I have if I want the video removed for false information but I'm not anti-journalist like sketchek. I only requested that "theory" would be appended to the title. Let it be a reminder for something, mistakes or how "clues" can mislead.

It was all just some dumb gossip/bait. Fortunately I didn't feed too much into it and focused my energy more on improving my life, making videos for people to enjoy and my ongoing quest for increasing my knowledge of the world.

Why would people mistake you for him?

Why

  • Combo Pyro gameplay
  • Similar editing (initial videos, that was the point)
  • Similar titling and video descriptions (initial videos, later broke the style later on by including blog BTS/extended credit links, further distance with more comprehensive info)

What they should've looked at

  • These blogs
  • My history/presence across my other channels/social media
  • the editing changing over time because i wanted to show my own style
  • Only playing on a no-crit hightower server (initial videos)
  • Possible reputation impact/damage on me
  • Sensationalist culture, not doing basic research
  • The fact that people get inspired by others
  • Different personalities and philosophies (people can be different and other people can exist)
  • Legal team disparity, corporate/financial ties, possible legally binding contracts that condemn certain behaviors, especially criticism of brands or talking about politics, being too non-offensive/diluted
  • Consistency
  • Empathy or sympathy for my position (faceless internet makes this harder)

Closing

What happens now? Nothing else will happen, seems like one of those things people go "hm." then go about their day. Brings about philosophical arguments of morality and how people test what they can do and get away with. As always, people make mistakes and then they go on with their lives. Still, I was somehow affected and now it's added to my life experiences to adapt to, for better or worse. Something as seemingly insignificant as appreciating another's work, taken away. Life lesson? Probably the rock in shoe one. Best for me to have real accountability or real action if I do mistake instead of this. It's not good to enable this behavior - burning your identity, causing mass grief, emotional toying, inadequate apology/action. You could say he was young or whatever, this is a black hole of a topic.

You should instead subscribe to all my YouTube channels and consider supporting me here. Instead of worry about this useless thing and worry more about the living. Stop letting yourself get sucked into these things and cut it off.

In retrospect, I find his videos much less impressive due to him playing in Valve servers with a more diverse skill level – against many newbies with obvious skill disparity; little back-and-forth combat. Plus, the axtinguisher got nerfed, making its usage all the more impressive, making old axtinguisher look like a crutch.

More links

Wednesday, March 11, 2020

S1, SC: "Angry Drunk Scotsman Reclaims Hightower"

Video link



Probably the bulk of my demoknight clips back then recorded with OBS.



Not sure what exactly compelled me to use a track from the Overcooked soundtrack, but I have seen gameplay of it before.




Additional video info


Footage recording date: ???

Project editing start: ???

Video publish date: Mar 9, 2019




Music used


Mansion / Lava

Overcooked OST

S1, SC: "Ruthless Pyro Phlogistinates Poor Civilians"

Video link



Woah, that's a large gap in uploads. I don't remember why, but it could've been from something not nice.



Just a random phlog pyro compilation. Of course it's not serious. Added lavender town music to add to the eerie atmosphere of a phlog pyro being something inhuman and evil.



Uh oh... just noticed that the date of upload here exceeds Feb 7, 2019... I probably seen that video by then so maybe I was wrapping some some projects so I can delete some files off my computer. Oh boy. Will get into this more in Season 2 posts, which aren't far away.




Additional video info


Footage recording date: ???

Project editing start: ???

Video publish date: Mar 7, 2019




Music used


Lavender Town (Original Japanese Version from Pokemon Red and Green)

Pokemon Red/Green OST

S1, SC: "This is America engineer style"

Video link



I think the popularity of "This is America" was starting to dwindle at the time of upload here. I was inspired a little by Uncle Dane's This is America meme. Just a seemly innocent first few seconds... then BAM! Someone gets shot like in the music video.




Additional video info


Footage recording date: ???

Project editing start: ???

Video publish date: Dec 29, 2018




Music used


This Is America

Childish Gambino