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Some stuck glitch thing where shift key is "stuck" (still considered "pressed" when alt-tabbing) and you have to press it to release it then your function keys that may or may not be bound to your demo recording command demo record bind works again.
Fortunately, OBS was running so was able to get a screen recording.
Probably more a Bing Soy problem - rShift is rebound to winKey. Right shift gets used a lot, along with alt-tabbing to sort demos on folders.
It's not preferrable for Bing Soy to use screen recordings (there may be special exceptions) for the main channel so here it is on second, and a ragdoll clip to boot, since they are unique and demo files don't perfectly replicate a ragdoll.
Credit to KnowZero (healer/moral support in the video).
Video was supposed to be just simple upload of these clips, but led to some edits and those edits led to more.
[add additional commentary here once video out for a few hours/days]
Nov 3 BS, sunglasses meets grasses:
What was supposed to be a simple second channel upload turned into something more. The ragdoll had a funny cool pose, so that "thug life" meme would probably compliment it and be a funny addition.
But those glasses reminded of something. Grasses. Something you put on so nothing will be wrong. Maybe the thug life meme was too obvious, so let's subvert both the viewer and own expectations into a little berserk OP thing/tribute/parody (is this a one?)/concept.
Berserk is nice (only watched first season of the anime), nice enough to to this thing. Something to do with the characters feeling more "real", confronting and persevering through complex issues, actual stakes. People probably resonate with Guts (reject, finding meaning/purpose, becoming better/good at something, proving self, mistakes/flawed character, great battle, empower others, sheer will, fighting, not give up (a literally me moment or understanding/identifying with aspects of character, further understanding self), is any of this resonation apparent from this simple "meme" choice? Perhaps more major projects will serve as a better conduit for deep emotions, those things (or lack thereof) that humans seem to have which affect everything they do.
Also opportunity to work on SFM skill/workflow, even if it's small project (small projects faster/more likely done than big projects).
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| Game audio sucked, turns out Equalizer APO affects OBS recording, had to counter-compensate the EQ curve (faulty headphones at the time) |
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| Referencing original media, learning from it |
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| Referencing |
Japanese speakers will be able to read the basic/broken Japanese text, especially the part that says:
おらはにほんごわるい
すみません
おら (ora) is a misspelling of おれ (ore, meaning). Ora is probably more of a sound/exclamation, probably more suited to be in katakana (オラ), which seems to be used for foreign/onomatopoeic phrases.
This was a mistake just now seen (always proof-read), still have long way to go for learning Japanese (especially if really want to learn). Am familiar with JJBA (anime) and the "オラオラオラ", but this time sure was just coincidence, though things can passively influence you (see below). On the topic of オラ and JJBA, here is a nice song.
What was initially supposed to be written was this:
おれはにほんごわるいwhich means:
すみません
I Japanese Bad Sorry
OR
My Japanese is bad. Sorry.
OR
My apologies, my Japanese is bad.
OR
Excuse me, my Japanese is bad.
More breakdown from noob JP learner:
おれ (ore: me/I, less formal, more masculine)
は (ha->wa: joining particle?)
にほんご (nihonji: Japanese language)
わるい (warui: bad)
すみません (sumimasen: soft apology/excuse me)
Even with a misspelling, the meaning can probably go through/approximated like how a fluent English speaker can sometimes see what a writer meant, even through a typographical error.
Not completely sure, but making a TF2 anime opening may have been inspired in part by KnowZero's TF2 bebop intro interpretation.
[On the topic of the thug life meme, specifically the cannabis/marijuana blunt]
Maybe being against smoking, (even if making a meme) pushed the video a little closer to this thing of changing the "meme".
Is smoking really as cool as we think? Whatever your vice/medication/option of administration, try to be informed and educated on what you put inside your body. Prolong your life (without necessarily making it lesser). Quit (slowly) or find a safer method/alternative. With that said, humans have been using various substances throughout history, there might be more to this than just having a straight-edge perspective on substances. Also life throws you all sorts of curveballs, and sometimes people look to substances to help deal with situations, temporary or not.
Examples of alternatives: cannabis smoke vs cannabis vapor (actual vapor - dry herb, not oil cartridge) or oil tinctures (avoid lung administration altogether), nicotine tobacco smoke vs nicotine tobacco snusing, high caffiene content of coffee vs lower caffiene content tea, coffee everyday vs regulated sleep schedule, high sugar soda vs sugar-free soda or the time-tested plain water.
Don't forget you are your own figurative "drug" - your behavior affects your body's chemical regulation to a degree too, for better or worse. Something about instant gratification, addiction, routine, etc. Remember to always consult your doctor if possible about medication if you have any doubts or need help.
Can't tell you do this, do that, but you may have options you don't know about. Consider and empower yourself.
Didn't want to initially spoil the Berserk intro thing, as it may have taken away from the initial surprise also self-experienced.
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| Where's Guts? |
Was curious if that even existed when checking after most of the video was made, so might as well make post there.
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Project editing range: 2022/10/28
Video publish date: 2022/10/28
Software used: Davinci Resolve, HitFilm, SFM
Server: Uncletopia (UT)
Timestamp info
0:00: 2022-09-24 | koth_cascade | bhopmktgarden
0:19: 2022-09-24 | koth_cascade | ragdoll
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